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I had an awesome weekend, minus one event, but I had to let her go.

Pierogi Fest was finally here. Izzy, Esteban and myself walked over Friday and ate a shit ton and just hung out afterward.

Saturday we decided not to go, seeing as we had my best friend, Kara’s, going away party. I was unsure if you give gifts to these things so I decided to buy her an Sam candles. That way when they burn them it’ll feel like home in some way.

Went to Yankee candle with izzy and petco where I bought my puppy his birthday gifts. He turned two here on Saturday. Nothin but Star Wars gifts. Kara’s shindig was very nice, It was a bit sad because it’s the last time I’m seeing her until I visit her. Unfortunately Steven couldn’t go because he felt sick:\ crashed at izzys.

Sunday was the last day of pierogi fest and lino came with. It was a lot hotter yesterday than it was Friday. We all hung out at izzys afterward since it ends early on the last day. We all played table top an board games. We ended up picking up Kyle and Danny and we got stuck between gettin some grub and seeing a movie or just one. Danny had to be home by midnight, haha, So we all got food with Leslie as well.

I played this real cool Marvel card game. I didn’t think I was gonna understand it or be any good since I don’t understand Magic all that well, though….my first game I won;). So this game is def something I’d like to play again. There’s expansions and other types like DC and Resident Evil.

So, my weekend was awesome. I’m missing my best friend. She and Sam leave the 4th for Colorado. I can’t wait to see what their apartment looks like.

I’ll post photos later.

Today just rules.

-Two of my favorite dudes.
-Three hour ride, there and back.
-D’Arcy’s Pint.
-Finally getting my hands on a Horseshoe.
-Getting out of the city.

Hashtag Jessi. Hashtag me. #Jessi

"Thank you for remembering me. I think of you often :)"

I’m shaking trying to type that. It’s crazy. It makes me want to cry but I’m trying so hard not to.

You never thought things like this would be so difficult. You are strong, but you do have some weak points. No one ever is 100% strong…if they tell you they are, they’re lying to you.

Hair is too short. Needs a cut though. Need bangs. Hate how my hair is split in the middle. Feeling off.

Feeling pretty good today, though. Have a day full of shit to do. In an Against Me! mood. Kicking myself for how I can never see them..ever. No money.

Oh well. Fuck it.

I was tagged by jasonfnsaint last night, so I finally got on the computer.

I’m to tell you 5 random things about me. I like doing this type of shit but I end up telling you something you already know or have read about me. but here, shut up, sit down and learn about me.

1] I stopped ‘making friends’. Everyone in my past who I’ve built long lasting friendships with, you know, thick bonding relationships, they end up stabbing me in the back. Not by slander or just pretending to be a friend, just, they let that love die for something that is incredibly stupid. As if they didn’t know me. Like that 10+ years of being my friend, they forgotten who I really am….as if I had changed. I just stopped trying to make friends. Yah, it has happened\is happening but I don’t push like the people I hold close to me. If they last, then that’s cool. I just can;t put all that love back in. You know what I mean? I was hurt and I can’t recover 100% — I’m good, though.

2] I can’t stand how shy I am. I’m loud and fun but when it comes to certain people or events, I get quiet and hide. I’m telling myself to do this and do that..but it doesn’t work. I know I can but I won’t. I just can’t. I don’t have the guts. My shyness gets in the way of a lot of stuff. and as horrible as it is to say, being buzzed off a little bit of alcohol, it helps me. “liquid courage” — it’;s bullshit, I agree. but it does help. It’s fucking dumb. I’ll get there one day.

3] I’m the nicest person you will ever meet. I mean that wholeheartedly. I will go above and beyond for you if it meant I can help you any way, shape, or form. I don’t ever expect anything in return. I love talking to people if they need an ear. That being said, with me being sincerely nice, I can be the biggest asshole when need to be. Someone’s gotta stand up for me. I don’t give a fuck about what anyone has to say about me.

4] I desire to visit San Diego. I will get there one day, and I have a silly reason behind wanting to go amongst other gnarly shit, but my main reason is to visit the place Blink-182 grew up in\around and see where they went to school and absolutely check out Sombrero. Y’know, geek out and all of that. My best friend has the same desire and we vowed to get matching Blink tattoos while were out there. They’re the reason we met and she is my best\greatest\truest friend. I love her.

5] I have a hand fetish. Yah. I’ll keep number 5 short. 

Well, I gotta tag five people. Feel free — pullbackthereins kman3115 lauriebreaker thatsong inyourwake

I’m incredibly bored. My iPod is dead, I’m not really wanting to play Animal Crossing but I know I’m going to.

Hi. I’m jessi, it’s July, Its summer, its night time here in Chicago. My birthday is this month….dear God. Quarter of a century.

I’m incredibly bored. My iPod is dead, I’m not really wanting to play Animal Crossing but I know I’m going to.

Hi. I’m jessi, it’s July, Its summer, its night time here in Chicago. My birthday is this month….dear God. Quarter of a century.

Went for a swim yesterday in my backyard with the family in this cool inflatable pool.

Bela’s watching over me and I’m wearing Hallow swim wear. Just for me.


You can tell a lot about someone by the type of music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your iPod, phone, iTunes, media player etc and write down the first 20 songs. Then pass this on to 10 people. One rule: no skipping.

Jay[Jasonfnsaint] tagged me so here are my 20 songs from rad bands.

1]Box Car Racer - Instrumental 
2]A Day To Remember - 1958
3]Incubus - Make Yourself 
4]The Hallow - Eat The Skin [Local Chicago band. Google them]
5]Suicide Machines - Our Time 
6]Bright Eyes - Lover I Don’t Have To Love
7]Blink-182 - A New Hope 
8]The Devil Wears Prada - The Ascent 
9]The Early November - Fluxy 
10]NOFX - Kill The Rock Stars 
11]AFI - Shatty Famous 
12]Taking Back Sunday - Liar
13]A New Found Glory - J’y Suis Jamais Alle
14]NOFX - One Celled Creature 
15]The Postal Service- Clark Gable 
16]Catch 22 - Dear Sergio
17]Avenged Sevenfold - Gunslinger 
18]A Wilhelm Scream - We Built This City! (On Debts And Booze)
19]Blink-182 - All The Small Things 
20]Justin Sane - Thanks For The Letters

Now to tag some people — I don’t really know who to tag. If anyone sees this and wants to, by all means. If I had to see someone do this, I’d pick Kman\Andy and Laurie.

I haven’t listened to some of these songs\bands in quite sometime. You guys should see how packed my iTunes is.

Listening to Trio while talking about Vans shoes and Vans what have yous - makes for an awesome Friday afternoon. It feels nice outside. I’ll be leaving soon.

I ironically am wearing my Vans shirt and of course, wearing my Trio necklace that you can’t see. Trust me, it’s there.