Showing posts tagged My Life

August 4th I was watching Conan as I usually do and the cast of “Orange is the new black” was on. I’ve never watched any of it, but I knew it was on Netflix. It’s where it’s being shown. Blahblahblah.

After watching the interview I decided I was going to give it a try. My boyfriend started already an was on episode 7. I was going to catch up to him so we can watch the rest together.

He ended up watching it all again and we just finished a week or a week and a half ago. Crazy right? I can’t stop thinking about it. I can’t wait for season three to come out.

I keep wanting to make references to my friends but I’d end up spoiling it for them because they’re still catching up and junk.

Such. A. Good. Show.

God bless coco.

Sometimes I just can’t win. I need to learn to back down and accept that I can’t have everything I want.

I get mad at myself because I sit here and wonder why I have to have something. Why do I need the limited edition shit? Why do I need the holy shit awesome package bundle? Why do I need all of the tees that I own? I only wear them sometimes because once I get something I like, the others just sit there. 

I think to myself, if I ever have kids and when I pass, will they take care of my shit? They won’t appreciate it the way I do or did when I got them. I need to stop buying shit. I need to think about something before I think I need it.

Fuck my life, why do I need the shit I need.

So. Bored. Want. Tacos.

I kind of need to cut back on shows. Or try. Its hard, just thinking it sort of feels off and sad. And then I heard a voice and they said….

One does not simply cut back on shows.

I was nominated last night at 8:55 to do the bucket challenge. I donated earlier today but because I work tonight, I’m doing the bucket challenge tomorrow.

This is going to be something. Glad I can help anyway I can and do something with a kick.

How can one deal with the fact that their favorite band, oh you know, Alkaline Trio, is playing home for four days ina row and on the beginning day of the tour home, Against me! is playing the same night?

Against me!\Laura has played Chicago this year a handful of times and I’ve missed every single show.

Next year, Against me! is mine. Let this be proof of documentation.

This was such a good podcast --

I stumbled on it in my stories on Absolutepunk. I have at least 200+ stories to read\hear\watch.

Ace was on ‘Voice & Verse’ the other day. It made me happy.


I can not wait.

Been in a huge, huge, huge Tom Delonge mood. Strange I guess to some to hear you’re in a mood for a person.

I’ve been laying here in bed going back an forth from Blink to Angels to Box Car.

I’m just stuck in this point where I hear the difference in his voice through different songs, different albums and different years the albums had came out.

People talk about his voice and pitch and all that jazz. I hear it, let me tell you, but he’s an older man now, dudes goin to hit 39 this December. (I’d still make love if given the chance ;)) and he just doesn’t “scream” anymore. I noticed more now that I’ve dabbled between different albums\bands that Angels is just a whole lot more mellow(if it really wasn’t obvious) and calm where his vocals just flow through.

He doesn’t have to fully pronounce a word, ha!

Oh boy…This mood is murdering me. I know they just came here last year at Riot Fest but I can’t wait anymore. But….its good that I have to. I can’t afford anymore. I’m patient when it comes to them, no matter how ridiculous that sounds, no matter how ridiculous I get, when it comes to absolutely anything the three of them are doing.

Alright, I’m done. Over and out.

This is what happens when you aren’t on the computer for months and your life is on the fritz. 

213 stories. I have to do this on a day off. Lord, help me.