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I can not wait.

Been in a huge, huge, huge Tom Delonge mood. Strange I guess to some to hear you’re in a mood for a person.

I’ve been laying here in bed going back an forth from Blink to Angels to Box Car.

I’m just stuck in this point where I hear the difference in his voice through different songs, different albums and different years the albums had came out.

People talk about his voice and pitch and all that jazz. I hear it, let me tell you, but he’s an older man now, dudes goin to hit 39 this December. (I’d still make love if given the chance ;)) and he just doesn’t “scream” anymore. I noticed more now that I’ve dabbled between different albums\bands that Angels is just a whole lot more mellow(if it really wasn’t obvious) and calm where his vocals just flow through.

He doesn’t have to fully pronounce a word, ha!

Oh boy…This mood is murdering me. I know they just came here last year at Riot Fest but I can’t wait anymore. But….its good that I have to. I can’t afford anymore. I’m patient when it comes to them, no matter how ridiculous that sounds, no matter how ridiculous I get, when it comes to absolutely anything the three of them are doing.

Alright, I’m done. Over and out.

This is what happens when you aren’t on the computer for months and your life is on the fritz. 

213 stories. I have to do this on a day off. Lord, help me.

Checking my e-mail, get siked for Van’s. Take a look at the men’s section for shoes, looking and looking, eye balling a few, checking them out. Y’know reading the reviews and the product’s materials.

I click on a pair I own to compare to some I want now, head back and there was an error. They can’t load it. I restart and yah. there’s that error again.

Vans, don’t you want my money? I mean, I don’t have to give it to you but I’d like to. What…free shoes? huh? ok if you insist since I can’t order any.

*wishful thinking.

I was awarded the task from jasonfnsaint to do this ‘selfie challenge’ and well, here it goes:

It shows you how awesome\funny\weird I am. That my hair always looks just about the same and that I love Halloween. It’s obvious, right?

The bottom three are my best friends. Steven. Izzy, my boyfriend and Kara.

Words can’t express how much love is beaming through the bottom three photos and how much I miss the fun times I had in the above three. They’re still happening now, but you know, reminiscing.

I challenge — lauriebreaker kman3115 inyourwake isawthew0lf pullbackthereins and ranch-slut

Let me tell you about my best friend.

He loves Chewy. I cry happy tears.

I had an awesome weekend, minus one event, but I had to let her go.

Pierogi Fest was finally here. Izzy, Esteban and myself walked over Friday and ate a shit ton and just hung out afterward.

Saturday we decided not to go, seeing as we had my best friend, Kara’s, going away party. I was unsure if you give gifts to these things so I decided to buy her an Sam candles. That way when they burn them it’ll feel like home in some way.

Went to Yankee candle with izzy and petco where I bought my puppy his birthday gifts. He turned two here on Saturday. Nothin but Star Wars gifts. Kara’s shindig was very nice, It was a bit sad because it’s the last time I’m seeing her until I visit her. Unfortunately Steven couldn’t go because he felt sick:\ crashed at izzys.

Sunday was the last day of pierogi fest and lino came with. It was a lot hotter yesterday than it was Friday. We all hung out at izzys afterward since it ends early on the last day. We all played table top an board games. We ended up picking up Kyle and Danny and we got stuck between gettin some grub and seeing a movie or just one. Danny had to be home by midnight, haha, So we all got food with Leslie as well.

I played this real cool Marvel card game. I didn’t think I was gonna understand it or be any good since I don’t understand Magic all that well, though….my first game I won;). So this game is def something I’d like to play again. There’s expansions and other types like DC and Resident Evil.

So, my weekend was awesome. I’m missing my best friend. She and Sam leave the 4th for Colorado. I can’t wait to see what their apartment looks like.

I’ll post photos later.

Today just rules.

-Two of my favorite dudes.
-Three hour ride, there and back.
-D’Arcy’s Pint.
-Finally getting my hands on a Horseshoe.
-Getting out of the city.

Hashtag Jessi. Hashtag me. #Jessi

"Thank you for remembering me. I think of you often :)"

I’m shaking trying to type that. It’s crazy. It makes me want to cry but I’m trying so hard not to.

You never thought things like this would be so difficult. You are strong, but you do have some weak points. No one ever is 100% strong…if they tell you they are, they’re lying to you.