I was tagged by jasonfnsaint last night, so I finally got on the computer.
I’m to tell you 5 random things about me. I like doing this type of shit but I end up telling you something you already know or have read about me. but here, shut up, sit down and learn about me.
1] I stopped ‘making friends’. Everyone in my past who I’ve built long lasting friendships with, you know, thick bonding relationships, they end up stabbing me in the back. Not by slander or just pretending to be a friend, just, they let that love die for something that is incredibly stupid. As if they didn’t know me. Like that 10+ years of being my friend, they forgotten who I really am….as if I had changed. I just stopped trying to make friends. Yah, it has happened\is happening but I don’t push like the people I hold close to me. If they last, then that’s cool. I just can;t put all that love back in. You know what I mean? I was hurt and I can’t recover 100% — I’m good, though.
2] I can’t stand how shy I am. I’m loud and fun but when it comes to certain people or events, I get quiet and hide. I’m telling myself to do this and do that..but it doesn’t work. I know I can but I won’t. I just can’t. I don’t have the guts. My shyness gets in the way of a lot of stuff. and as horrible as it is to say, being buzzed off a little bit of alcohol, it helps me. “liquid courage” — it’;s bullshit, I agree. but it does help. It’s fucking dumb. I’ll get there one day.
3] I’m the nicest person you will ever meet. I mean that wholeheartedly. I will go above and beyond for you if it meant I can help you any way, shape, or form. I don’t ever expect anything in return. I love talking to people if they need an ear. That being said, with me being sincerely nice, I can be the biggest asshole when need to be. Someone’s gotta stand up for me. I don’t give a fuck about what anyone has to say about me.
4] I desire to visit San Diego. I will get there one day, and I have a silly reason behind wanting to go amongst other gnarly shit, but my main reason is to visit the place Blink-182 grew up in\around and see where they went to school and absolutely check out Sombrero. Y’know, geek out and all of that. My best friend has the same desire and we vowed to get matching Blink tattoos while were out there. They’re the reason we met and she is my best\greatest\truest friend. I love her.
5] I have a hand fetish. Yah. I’ll keep number 5 short.
Well, I gotta tag five people. Feel free — pullbackthereins kman3115 lauriebreaker thatsong inyourwake